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Truthfully...

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Prey to a bit of frustration....Grump
 
I have to say that I've been privy to some frustration lately. Mostly do to with the amount of unfinished works lying about and my seeming inability to finish said projects. Not being able to get to the finish line - I think - is one of the worst things ever! Also, if I could get a little breather from this game called life, that'd be great! Nuu  

All right, I'm done. I just needed to get that off my chest. So on a more pro-active note, I've done some page revamping. Hopefully my efforts will be fruitful and pull me from the  deviantART  crack I've fallen into. Here's hoping... Greetings

On a different note! Woohooooo!
I am going to Portland Comic-con in January and I am SO stoked!! I'm working on my Queen Amidala cosplay as we speak. I'll share some progress shots here soon. So far I know that I will be accompanied by Darth Maul and of course one of my Handmaidens.Dance!



  
 
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As the title suggests, I have indeed been lurking. Really, due to the fact that my data which was once unlimited, now is not. So, my ability to upload and what not was hindered. I suppose I could have gone and borrowed some internet from someone, but really I am sort of a closet artist. ^^;

Anyhow, I'm sure you've noticed my art dumps and have been tantalized enough by impending submissions. So, how are you guys all doing? I assure you that I am quite well and have really nothing awesome (at the moment) to pass along.

So I want to know what you've been up to? What sort of things have you been drawing secretly, and what are your favorite mediums as of late? Music? Books? Games? What black hole have you been sucked into? I eagerly await your replies/reply...that is if I have any watchers left. :D

:heart: Shihai

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Update!


You know, since I am so sporadic about journal updates it is almost always guaranteed to have new subject matter......it's been my plan since the very beginning. :evillaugh: .....not really, though.  ^^;  I'm sure that you have recently noted my increase in activity, and it is my sincerest wish to continue with such. I have solved my internet dilemma, replaced my computer, and acquired for myself some new artist toys! All of which should contribute to beefing up my gallery with current artworks, and such. I hope that you are looking forward to seeing them as much as I am to posting them. ;) I hope to add something new, if not today than tomorrow, but we shall see how that goes. :heart:

Things to watch out for will of course be more copic works in conjunction with watercolor. Of course, unfinished works finally meeting their end, and perhaps some fanart here and there. I have an inkling to bring to light something I like to call Sailor Moon: A different tale. It is purely for fun and relaxation. I like it and it is possible that someone else would to, who knows, right? I have an over-creative mind anyway, and I like drawing pretty things. :iconloveloveplz:

And then there is the epic-Skyrim....I think I'll leave it at that for now, long boring journals are more tedious to read than short ones. :D  If you really want to know more about something than of course feel free to ask. I don't bite. :meow:


Hitano Asa Sketch by MilleniumFallcon Lady (remake) by MilleniumFallcon
My Last Glimpse by MilleniumFallcon
Forget Me Not    Forget me not, lest you be forgotten. The words replay in my mind, a mantra, a delicate cadence that I cling to. It is so breathtakingly beautiful, and yet so bitter. Pour upon me your vengeance, your self-conceit, and your rage. I will gratefully endure it, lather it upon myself, and lap up the remnants so that none are wasted. It means nothing so long as you look upon me and see something more than a stranger.
    Forget me not. Do not let these words become my poison, my death. Do not let me lie alone night after embittered night. I wish only to listen to the beats of your heart, not the silence. I wish only to feel the warmth of you beside me, not this chill that slowly finds its way to my bones. Is there no comfort left to be found in my bosom? Have I merely been cheapened to such a state of vulgarity that you find not the slightest merit?
    Forget me not. So tortured am I! These lips will never again taste such swe
What is Warmth?What is warmth?
Once, it was warm, but not now.
Now I am shut out, lost in the cold.
Now I am left in the chill of your wake.
Once, it was warm.
Once, you held my hand.
What is warmth?
It has all but left me.
Only fragments, faceted memories,
Linger at the edge of my vision.
You are beyond my reach.
What is love, but a shallow reassurance from your lips?
Kindness, but a fleeting thought.
I am lost, shut out in the cold.
I am merely a shadow of the broken past.
It is the last glimpse of a picture forever forgotten.
What is warmth?
I cannot remember.
What is love?
I cannot feel it.
What are you?
You are an angelic demon.
You are a hole of breathtaking devastation.
If you would but look at me,
I could remember.
If you would but look at me,
I could feel.
If you would just look at me,
I could forget.
If you would only look at me,
I could become more than a shade.
I could glisten once more in your glory.
What is warmth?
Do you even know?



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Summer Fun


That is of course if summer decides to show itself! :iconsingingbirdplz: Don't get me wrong I love pouring down rain stormy weather, and I enjoy my wood stove immensely on those days, but some vitamin D is important for the soul! :la::eager::la::eager::la:

Anywho, I'm super excited to have actual dates down on the calendar for some mini-vacations, cuz lord knows we don't get away enough! :iconveryexcitedplz:

On Another Note


I can hardly believe it but in just in a few days my baby girl is going to be 1! This momentous occasion will be followed by my son turning 5!
:iconfaintsplz: I find myself caught in where did all that time go! :meow:

Also, I am close to being finished on some of my works! I'm hoping to post something today or tomorrow. :nod:

Toodles

:heart: Shihai

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Edit


:excited: So here is a little tidbit on some of the stuff I am currently working on. I'm keeping you updated and myself accountable. :D

Progress by MilleniumFallcon

Glorious Celebration


I know that it has  been a crazy long time since you've heard anything from me...^^; Alas, all I can say is, don't I know it! It has never been in my plan to have such long spurts of nothing but that seems to be how it turns out. :shakefish:

Well, as always, I will endeavor to update periodically! At least that is my goal. Now, if I can only avoid such disasters that are the contributing factor to my long absences. I think, however, that I am in the green. I do not foresee myself having to move in the near future, nor do I think that I will have the great pleasure of my said house being infested with deer mice. (This is your opportune moment to feel great sympathy for me.) ;)

Ahem


So, I am obviously at this time doing well, and I have recently had some time to doodle. :w00t: That means some new deviations! Not to mention, that for Mother's Day Stephen built me a light desk! Say hello inking pen. :excited: So here is a little list of things that you can expect to see from me in the near future.

:bulletred: Bellamy colored.
:bulletorange: SM colored.
:bulletyellow: Portrait of a Lady
:bulletgreen: April colored.
:bulletblue: Hitano Asa
:bulletpurple: Faith
:bulletred: Orchid & Snow
:bulletorange: Hag Mortimein
:bulletyellow: Poki Shiro
:bulletgreen: Tachisukoseru Mokuboshi the 3rd
:bulletblue: Hildegard
:bulletpurple: Commissioner Marmaduke Dougal
:bulletred: Officer Ackerley
:bulletorange: In the Moonlight
:bulletyellow: Untitled artwork. Dragon & Phoenix

Crazy I know but happening none the less! I'm sure other things will creep on the list as I drop others off. I can never seem to cut off those creative juices. You might think that that is awesome but it can be extremely sucky as well! Trust me! :nod:

By the way, comment and let me know how ya'll are doing! :icontarddanceplz:

Toodles :iconawwplz:

:heart: Shihai

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